2years

2years down the road, where will I be?

Will I still be at the same spot?

Waiting..

I just want someone that I can call mind

Nobody belongs to me.

Face it.

Birthday round the corner, but I'm alone.

Omg omg omg, my heart races when I see it. 😖

Wild thoughts flowing..

Mixed emotions all gushing out.

What should I do.... 

My determination dipping...

All alone

Today I met an accident.

And I felt so helpless that nobody is there to help me.

I rmb how u always taught me scolded me what to do when met w accident.

But now that nobody is there for me anymore, I felt LOST! 

I realize the importance of truly having someone there for you genuinely, and always.

Like a reliable husband.

Which I'll never have 😭

💔

I'm tired of being strong & independent

I want to be a needy baby.

I want to be protected 

I want to be loved

I don't want to be alone no more

I miss my space

I miss my rights

I miss you😭

Take me to safe zone.

I don't want to step out of the memory cuz I rather be hurt by the same reason than to get more hurt again from the outside world.

You are my invisible protection & only shelter. 

😭

Can't accept anymore hurt.