All alone

Today I met an accident.

And I felt so helpless that nobody is there to help me.

I rmb how u always taught me scolded me what to do when met w accident.

But now that nobody is there for me anymore, I felt LOST! 

I realize the importance of truly having someone there for you genuinely, and always.

Like a reliable husband.

Which I'll never have 😭

💔

I'm tired of being strong & independent

I want to be a needy baby.

I want to be protected 

I want to be loved

I don't want to be alone no more

I miss my space

I miss my rights

I miss you😭

Take me to safe zone.

I don't want to step out of the memory cuz I rather be hurt by the same reason than to get more hurt again from the outside world.

You are my invisible protection & only shelter. 

😭

Can't accept anymore hurt.

Sick pup

Basically I jus need someone now when I'm sick like a puppy.

I miss tlc.

So near yet so Far

What is it like to go through life not knowing.

http://youtu.be/DzwkcbTQ7ZE

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Jessie J "Flashlight" lyrics

When tomorrow comes
I'll be on my own
Feeling frightened of
The things that I don't know
When tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes

And though the road is long
I look up to the sky
And In the dark I found, I stop and I won’t fly
And I sing along, I sing along, then I sing along

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin’ me, gettin’ me through the night
Can’t stop my heart when you shinin’ in my eyes
I can’t lie, it’s a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin’ me, gettin’ me through the night
Cause you're my flash light
You're my flash light, you're my flash light

I see the shadows long beneath the mountain top
I'm not the afraid when the rain won't stop
Cause you light the way
You light the way, you light the way

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin’ me, gettin’ me through the night
Can’t stop my heart when you shinin’ in my eyes
Can’t lie, it’s a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight

You're gettin’ me, gettin’ me through the night
Cause you're my flash light
You're my flash light light light, you're my flash light light light You're my flash light light light light light ohhh
I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see sweet life 
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin’ me, gettin’ me through the night
Can’t stop my heart when you shinin’ in my eyes (shinin in my eyes)
Can’t lie, it’s a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight (you're my flashlight)
You're gettin’ me, gettin’ me through the night
Cause you're my flash light
You're my flash light, you're my flash light
You're my flash light light light
You're my flash light light light
You're my flashlight

Lil downpour

I haven't been crying ever since....

Seems like I lost the right to cry like a baby. 

The kind of feeling when u are so sad yet you can't cry or tear to vent out your emotions is terrible! 

Hanging a wide smiles everyday but inside I'm feeling trapped.

Thanks god, I had a one min of downpour therapy tonight like finally!

Not enough but did make me relieve some tension.

Even tho im on the verge of breaking down anytime, but hang on! 

Goodnight lil space I call my own

I miss the feeling of being loved.