Dun judge me based on ur eyes.

There's a lot more deeper things which many human dont know!

I'm not going to let the world laugh at me!

It hurts to hear it from my best friend.

Fxxk this world! 

I will float like a butterfly sting like a bee.

If I'm happy, jus do it.

What's wrong!

Is there a problem with me?

My character my personality?

 I want to be alone, nobody can hurt me.

Have you asked yourself this?

'When is it my turn to be happy?'

Anyway, I'm learning to let things go and see things in another perspective.

I accept the fact that I'm just not as fortunate or lucky as many.

Accept facts that you can't change!

God must plan have a reason for putting everyone through certain experiences.

I'm so hungry, can't wait to eat mama cook! Her 4days absence seems like so long! 

FTW!

Life's unfair 

Life's tiring

The world is screwed up.

My life is screwed up.

Im screwed up.

In 26yrs, I've tasted so much bitter in life when the gals of my age is crazily partying away in the club, deeply in love or happily dating at the peak of their life.

No one can understand the LOSS in life better than me. I experienced all kind of losses overnight.

Am I so lousy that I don't deserve happiness at all. If it is so, why am I living on earth? 

Already fallen on the ground, what can be worst? But I hate "picking myself up and falling again"

I don want to suffer I don want to feel pain. I feel like doing anything to stop this sufferings. Stop inflicting pain!

Dear god,

How long can I hold on..... How much more life impacting experience do I need to go through? Why put me through so much? I ain't worthy of simple happiness? 

26 Birthday.

I wish.

Simple things, yet my wish.

Like a pressure cooker, my head is exploding. 

I hope the pills helps...

Miss this space of mine.